Who's there? Oh me. And my defiant, lazy ass. It's been very very long. I feel rather ashamed to even have an artistic ability since I never use it.

That's going to change! Recently kicked out of my house & thrown on the streets of Portland. Met many artists who have inspired me to start up again but this time start different. Completely new. We'll see how that goes.
I'm now residing with my good friend, Mr. Zak Bigelow. He is swell. A musician, a collegiate & full of wisdom. Life is funny how it works out. In the recent months, i've fallen in love, i've been deceived, i've caught my lover having an affair with a girl 5 years my minor, i've carried child in womb, i've been alienated by said lover, i've been crucified to abort child, i've decided to say 'fuck it' & stop doing things for said former lover, i've carried child until miscarriage, i've been broken down, i've been kicked out of home, i've been on the streets, i've resumed stupid behavior & self destructive tendencies, i've met new flames & lovers, i've been struggling to find inner peace & live again.

it's always interesting to look at those events & realize that's all happened in 6 months. Me being only 20 years old. Kinda scary. Kinda intimidating, too. Creative outlets can be a key component to my recovery as a stable human being, my amazing therapist told me. So cheers to rekindling healthy outlets & me being back in this great community of artists. WORD UP, BRAHSKI!